Thursday, May 17, 2007

and the other side

so i guess there's really balance in life. lol. lost my computer few days ago or something. it won't boot up. hayyy...had a "thesis conference" few days ago. finally told them how i felt with our team but they felt strongly about me too so things clashed. oh hell. i just hope i can actually finish my part this way. it's so hard for me >< huhuhu. i always feel like, alone. but then again we made it throught thes1&2 without doing things together, without overnights and stuff. but programming is so much different huhu. this is like the first time i've actually coded without me doing the primary/completely separate code and i'm having a hard time being separated from my coding partner. so alone huhu.

aside from thinking bout thesis matters, im just completely frustrated with the computer at home. first off, it always freezes and the internet is dialup. totally turtle >< and the comp finally gave up on me. as in CRAP! first, I couldn't connect to the internet. So I said to myself, "hell I'll try tomorrow", THEN next morning it just won't frickin boot up!!! Argh. Dad says its the motherboard but I think the hard disk is corrupted.

anyway, i'll be back in the phils by the first day of school. i miss boss :( i miss gw :( hehehe :p

Sunday, May 6, 2007

sooo happy

went to some pool/resort of some sort to celebrate ate's, ate reyma's and ate joy's bdays. woohoo it was tons of fun. I didn't use my digicam but i hope those who did use theirs upload the pics :p swimming swimming swimming :D

sooo i guess im really happy with my life now, lol. i'm just...happy :D really happy :D hope i'll stay this way forever ;)

after the outing, mark and i watched spiderman 3 then i took a bus to tarlac. im now here in tarlac >< on the bus, i was seated next to a friendly girl named jona (or at least it was pronounced that way). we talked about stuff...i know im happy..and im so blessed right now, but as we talked more about our lives, i feel more blessed and more happy that i can actually say I'M REALLY HAPPY :P you know, it's a different kind of feeling to feel the need to pray everyday and thank God for everything, for the happiness...for the company...for the love...

as long as i have this, i know i can always be a better person than yesterday. hehe wala lang ako maisip :p but i really feel this way. i may seem crazy, too happily crazy, but this is how i feel. i just have this urge to say thank you a million times everyday because I really am thankful.