Thursday, June 7, 2007

Stress

Gawd, everything is so stressing for me. I have loads of things to do and I don't know where to focus! First of all, I'm doing/coding thesis right. Then as I code and code, new things come up. About last week I found out about curve fitting/cubic spline interpolation and until now I'm still understanding how the thing works. It's 6am and I can't sleep because I've thought of a way to place the interpolating points into code --and I just figured them just now. Man, that's long! Hopefully I can turn the whole code in by tonight or tomorrow -if it works. Sometimes I'm just stressing my mind by thinking of different kinds of things. Oh crap. And I still have documents to send, etc. I feel like I'm in 5 or 6 places at once --doing 5 or 6 different things to satisfy 5 or 6 (groups of) people.

My break? Playing Guild Wars wahaha. When I used to be stressed before, I had an annoying habit but I got rid of it and now my stress reliever is Guild Wars instead. Sometimes I even code/think while playing Guild Wars and Mark's already annoyed at me because I don't focus on playing so we always die hehe sorry boss ><

Oh WTF! My internet connection is so friggin crappy!!! I'd lose DNS ALL THE TIME and I can't browse/surf or connect to the internet at all. I'm currently working and a few minutes ago it'd take a second to load a page and now it's taking minutes. Can I kill PLDT? >< They have a really sucky service. My sis and I want to apply for a different ISP but currently only PLDT has services here :( I wanna move out! Haha :p

I woke up last thursday with a pain in my abdomen and I couldn't stand up so my sis drove me to the hospital >< turned out I have UTI again huhu. They gave me pain killers so it wouldn't hurt. And I got reprimanded by my mom and boyfriend for not taking care of myself @_@

It's just the beginning of the term yet I'm already stressed out --what's the worst that could happen?